it’s no surprise if you’ve read for any length of time that I am impatient.
In my current fucked up life I’m really having trouble waiting. Waiting must be done if we proceed being married (because the marriage I am in fucking sucks hairy ass and he has a lot of work to do) to The Player or if I can’t live with the situation and we divorce. Either way, I’m screwed.
If I didn’t have the kids, it would be a different story alltogether. It’s hard to say with 100% certainty, but I don’t believe I would give him this chance if we didn’t have kids. I’m only giving this chance because he is in a lot of therapy and he passed a polygraph.
Still, what kind of bullshit it is to base your (never really) marriage on those shitty things. Whoohoo! Good for me, he’s in therapy and promises he won’t cheat on me again!
I don’t want this and I don’t want him.
He keeps saying it won’t be the same and he’s changing, doing the “hard work” for him and our marriage.
The problem is, he’s a confirmed, certifiable liar. Actions, baby, actions.